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"If I lay here... if I just lay here... would you lie with me and just forget the world?"
did anyone miss me? :/


Life has been pretty busy lately. I don't have the time to blog like I used to but pfft, who cares - no one reads anymore. I've got 3 students portfolio to do, 2 assignments due and 1 major exam in December - where's my social life? Don't bother asking.

Oh don't get me wrong - I'm not complaining; in fact... I'm enjoying life as it is. It's just frustrating how I've to juggle between work and school - that I've to sacrifice meetups with my friends. At times, believe me... I am TOO tired to even go out from my room that I just laze in bed all day. So yes, social life is totally nada.

I miss my friends; esp NZMRN.
I miss hanging out and being carefree.
I miss myself.

Perhaps I should spend more time with myself and start making myself happy rather than always trying to make pple happy when they don't even appreciate it. Sometimes, it's silly to lose a friendship over something minor but then again, choices were made and choices have consequences.

Ah, don't mind me - it's been a while since I ranted.

I want December to come fast. I'll be going to 2AM's Autograph Session on 2nd Dec, MNET Ultimate Live on 4th Dec and then, mug my ass off for 23rd Dec - which is my exam and I hope I get to spend my 20th with my favourite people. Oh and yes, I got tickets to SS3 so yay me! I'll be meeting the love of my life (FINALLY!), soon enough.

See, what's not to be happy about? Stop the hatred and start loving.

Till then, toodles. /waves