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"If I lay here... if I just lay here... would you lie with me and just forget the world?"
no one woke me up when Sept ended...

Hello October.

I'm good at handling my feelings nowadays. Things have not been easy but I'm sure I'll be just fine.

My favourite boys ComeBack performances were on the same day. Double Dosage of goodness, yes but it's not good for the heart. I screamed, spazzed and cried so hard watching their performances till my head hurts. Pfft. BEAST's comeback perf of BREATHE was really breathtaking. And to sums it all up, SHINee's HELLO was just NSDGDTREUIDHFGJDGN! /headbangs and dies

- am too lazy to insert YT links to BEAST and SHINee performances. T.T -

Oh Oh Oh! I FINALLY watched Lagenda Budak Setan and OMG, I cried in Fid's room like there's no tmr... it was an emotionally roller coaster ride for me, idk why. Everything that happened in that movie, I could somehow relate to it in a way and trust me, though I was spazzing over how Farid Kamil and Lisa Surihani looks so so so good together, half of the time, I was crying my heart out and cursing like crazy. :/ ACCK, Farid Kamil's acting never fails to surprise me. (: Hur, who said I only spazz over Korean boys? /flicks hair

And I'm so hoping that whatever happened in that movie - it won't happen in real life, for me. I could never take such a blow.

What else?

OH! Hurrrr, Kyuhyun is having fun in Italy............ /butthurt......

Hai SHINee boys, please please please perform LUCIFER, HELLO and QUASIMODO / ONE during KPN - I swear I'll love you boys forever...

20 more days till I get to see you again... /heart flutters

“I’ll be taking you, girl I know without you… I miss you…”