chasing cars
"If I lay here... if I just lay here... would you lie with me and just forget the world?"
officially missing

I've to turn down a few Raya invitations due to my busy schedule. Most of the invites are on 25th Sept and 2nd Oct and unfortunately, I'm working on those days. I feel bad though but /shrugs/... Tmr is already Monday again and I end work at 7.30pm for this month. Ah, it's okay though - I'm ending early in Oct, as early as 4pm. (:

I was just 17 back then okay, so beautiful IDEK. ;_;

How much I miss life in ITE back then. I miss the lecture halls, the labs, the lecturers, the cafes, the school uniform, the labcoat and most importantly, I miss how happy I was back then. Really, life was so much happier back then eventhough I was still a student. I didn't have to think about paying bills, doing shitload ass 2k words assignments and etc... I was just me, with my girlfriends around. Girlfriends were my source of happiness and I spent 5 days a week with them - just imagine how happy I was. As soon as we graduated, we hardly meet due to busy schedules.

God knows how much I miss them, everyday.

Above all, I miss being happy and carefree. I'm happy now, of course... but it's just not the same anymore but still, Alhamdulillah for everything. I have my family, my girlfriends, my KPOP family, my kids at work and three boys to love (hehe~) - I'm contented. And to ask for anything more would be greedy. :)

p/s: I miss Azhari and Fadhuli. It's been a while since we talked. ):